mypoems

Friday, October 29, 2004

WHY ! OH WHY ! DO I LOVE YOU……………

WHY ! OH WHY ! DO I LOVE YOU……………
I love you
not because I have to
but because
I need to love you
and I want you to know
this
because I find that
the world is cluttered
with words and thoughts
flying around aimlessly

But
I want you to know
that my world revolves
around you
that my words are all
that I can send to you
from this place away from you

And may be
you will feel my need………..
I need to love you
because you are all I have
to get the complete sense of love
to get me be a complete man

And so I love you
and I want you to know
even if
it is the last thing

YOU MAY HEAR FROM ME…..
I love you so …………




FLOATING ON THE SAILS OF ETERNITY………………..

FLOATING ON THE SAILS OF ETERNITY………………..
It has been a long time
since angels spoke to me
it has been a long time
since fairies danced with me

It has been a long time
since someone looked into
my eyes
and found her own images
as reflections in my
dreams
It has been a long time
since some one shook me out
of my dreams of her
to see her in person

It has been a long time
someone read
the words
I wrote for her
and that’s how these words
reach you
so
be an angel, spread the sunshine
and let the fairies
dance around me
It has been a long time
since I held you close
for seemingly endless time
as we floated on the
sails of eternity



WISH OF A DYING MAN………

WISH OF A DYING MAN………
..When I die….
do not close my eyes
because
even in my death
I can not bear it
that I may not see you anymore……
When I die……
consign me to the flames
before it is too late
before my arms get stiff
because as I die
I still would yearn
to hold you in my arms……
When I die….
lay me to rest
in your heart
becauseI want to live forever
as my muffling heartbeats
synchronise
my love for you
to your beating heart….
The love shall stay forever
becauseit is eternal
Ethereal
just as you are
when you love me
though
I MAY BE AWAY
THOUGH
I MIGHT HAVE GONE………
.I shall live with you
forever
,in your world
in my words…
and you shall never
ever feel alone
When I die….
do not cry
for that would cause me pain
and tear me apart
in much the same way
as my Poetry
dying out in your heart
When I die…..
let melive in your heart
because
love shall live on
for ever and ever
When I die…
..I will not die
because
living in your
loving heart for ever
I shall provethat
DEATH IS NOTTHE TRUTH,
MADE OUT TO BE
BUTA SWEET LIE……! !
When I die…
close your eyes
and think of me
and my words……
which would be left as incomplete
as mewithout you………
as incomplete as this poem

MY DIARY

MY DIARY

This is a Diary
but this does not record
events,appointments, or even achievements
This is a stringwith beads of thoughts
and emotions
my little joys,
trepidations of my heart
and records
words ,
that tell you
what I want to say
words that fail to tell you
what I want to say
as also words,
which mean
much more
than what theycould ever say
When I write
the pen moves
to the rhythmof my heartbeat
the ink that flows
outreflectsthe
gush of emotions
eaving me
as quietas Sea
After its waves
rise high
and crash on the Beach
Imay be in any part of the world
TO YOU
Through my words
I try to reach………

'COZ I MEND BROKEN HEARTS

'COZ I MEND BROKEN HEARTS....
I don't deal in cars
nor do I keep spare parts
any broken heart can come to me
'Coz I mend broken hearts
I have butterflies on the roll
I have the stars to go on a stroll
I have the cool moonshine caress me
whenever I had a fall

The stream plays the music for me
The colourful flowers sway and dance
The fairies rush out of heavens
just to be with me
and have a chance
I had my heartbreaks
again and againI winced ,
but sometimes smiled with pain
I knew my love was true,
and it played its part
as it got on the job
of mending my heart
So all those who know their love
to be true
don't be scared to have broken hearts.
..tell me your love was true
,I'll make you smile
'Coz I mend broken hearts.....
..If you want to thank someone
No! No! its not me
but someone
who has always loved
with her loving heart
And made me shout out from Rooftops
I MEND BROKEN HEARTS........

VISITING THE TIMESBANK......

VISITING THE TIMES BANK………….


.I was walking along the street when I saw the signboard.The board was loudly proclaiming the inaugurationof the ‘TIMESBANK’I was curiousI walked into the bank.The manager was very courteous.He offered me seat.I asked him” do you have time for me”He answered in affirmative.I opened an account with the Bank.

On my next visit to the Bank,I met the manager.He was again very courteous.He offered me coffee. I told him that I wanted ‘Time’. The time that I cherished most,the time that I valued most, the timeThat I treasured most, and the time that has always been very close to my heart.I was guided into the ‘Strong Room’.The strong room was filled with Moments.Some of the moments were radiant, bubbly and brightly illuminated.I peepedinto one of seemingly happy moments and was delighted to see you in that..It was your smile that was causingso much of illumination and the radiance of the moment.Incidentally, I could also seemyself sitting next to you in that moment.Suddenly I was almost pushed overas another moment passed by.It was one of the quiet moment in whichI could see you sitting holding my hand, looking into my eyesand wondering about something. It was such a quiet moment that I could never realize it had quietly knocked me, and also had a gentle knockon my memory.Soon I was surrounded by a number of Moments. It was sort of reunion of the moments. I had moments ,when you were waving me ‘Bye’,your hands moving sideways, while your lashes movedup and down, and I could perceive some moisture at corners.These were moments without you, and I experienced sort of heaviness in the chest. There was a kind of depression around that moment, and I found myself in an unkempt
Unruly state, boisterous with drinks,but sulleninside my heartThen there were moments, when you were again with me,enquiring how I had been managing? There was a general air of elation in that moment,and as I walked Around ,my feet were lighter, and there was a sort of spring in my stride

Before I could get into another moment, the courteous manager interrupted me saying“Sir, your coffee is getting cold.You must have been too tired to doze off. Anyway how much money you would like to withdraw.”I THANKED HIM.I told him , I did not want any money.Money I could have had from any Bank.What I wanted from ‘TIMESBANK’ was Time.I wanted the momentsthat I lived with youand I live for……, the moments ,which are filled by my yearnings for you,and my longing for you

.The manager gave a very unsettled look..he was mumbling“…….He is crazy…he must be crazy…..he is gone……”.I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY SHOULD HE BE SO DISTURBED? WHY SHOULD HE CALL ME CRAZY ? …….I figure I should write to directors of the ‘ TIMESBANK’.Or better still I should write to you.I AM SUREYOU WOULD UNDERSTAND MUCH BETTER….!